Photography has always been my way of navigating unfamiliar territory. It's been a constant companion, pushing me to experiment with new perspectives and ideas, even when I feel hesitant or unsure. But for the past couple of months, I found myself avoiding my camera unless it was for client work. The usual spark of inspiration felt distant, and instead of forcing creativity, I allowed myself to step back and reflect on what that meant.
I spent time brainstorming personal projects in my downtime, sketching out ideas here and there, but I made a conscious decision not to pressure myself into action just yet. I’ve learned that creativity should flow naturally—it can’t be forced. And to be honest, I just wasn’t feeling it. Instead, I shifted my focus toward something I had been feeling: a deeper sense of self.
That’s why, when my friend Valerie asked if I wanted to take some birthday portraits, I said yes without hesitation. I’m not one to jump in front of the camera, but there was something about this moment that felt right. A chance to celebrate where I am in life, even if it felt a little uncomfortable.
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Valerie has a gift for knowing when someone feels awkward in front of the camera, and she’s not shy about calling it out. That’s the thing I love about her. I walked onto the set in a red dress, makeup done, feeling a little out of place—wondering if I looked or felt my best. But from the first click of her camera, all that melted away. There was no room for doubt.
There’s a special magic in portraiture when the photographer creates a safe space for the subject to just be. To shed insecurities and own the moment. Valerie didn’t just capture images—she captured me. She took her time, guiding me through poses, and slowly, I began to see myself through a new lens. It was a reminder that beauty lies in stepping outside of my comfort zone, and in embracing my own vulnerability.
That day reignited something in me. Being on the other side of the camera stirred up a new energy—one that reminded me why I fell in love with photography in the first place. It’s not just about capturing others; it’s about reflecting parts of ourselves in those moments. And this time, I realized how much I needed to be part of that process.
Photos by: Valerie Pugh
Now, I’m ready to pick up my camera again, not just for work but for myself. To explore what’s meaningful, to rediscover the joy of creating. I’m stepping back into this space with a fresh perspective, and it all started by allowing myself to be seen.
Here’s to leaning into the unfamiliar, embracing vulnerability, and finding beauty in the unexpected. Sometimes, that’s exactly what reignites the spark we’ve been searching for.
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